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It sounds so weird to write "single mom". It was never something that I thought I would call myself. I haven't been able to bring myself to say it out loud yet.
I constantly doubt myself and my abilities. I wonder if I am doing the right thing.
The Mermaid comes up to me all smiles and love. I look into her eyes for the answer....and see myself staring back. And there it is, the answer.
Because now she sees me in a fresh start. She sees me a little scared, yes: but happy. And no longer stressed.
It's our fresh start. And it is good.
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May you be granted the courage to move forward from here. Your are very brave.
Thanks for stopping over at my blog again; I hope you'll continue to come back!
Love your editing. Love her glasses. Love that you are being so brave.
Awww I wish you the best of luck! You are very strong and I'm sure the girls will help you keep going forward.
I remember being there ... pregnant, with a 2 year old. Starting out fresh on my own after he walked out. It was a hard time. It took a couple more "fresh" starts before I found myself. Stay strong!
Stay strong, mama!
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I love this picture. Fantastic! I am so sorry you are going thru this scary time... Very sad.
Very cool picture!
Never been to your blog before but it sounds like you are going through a rough time. Blessings, Grace, & Strength to you as you make a fresh start.
I;ve been thinking about you. Good luck with everything! Love the picture above, and can't wait to see a picture of your new beautiful baby! :)
Shelly, your girls and your newest addition have a precious gift: you. Nothing compares to a loving, capable, stable parent - even when the rest of the world seems like it is falling apart. Your conscientious parenting and devotion to them will give them the support they need along the way. It also goes without saying that your courage and strength are admirable traits that will serve you all well.
And as an equally important aside, I do hope you are able to take some time to replenish your own reserves (particularly before the baby comes). Though I do not know the specifics of your situation, almost any separation is a challenge to all involved; and in order to give, we must take care of ourselves. The things you do to keep yourself in good shape are a gift to your children, because it makes it possible for you to take good care of them. I say this as a mother and a woman who sometimes gets deluded into thinking she's Superwoman and needs to be reminded that it's okay to care for oneself, too.
Anyways, just wanted to let you know that I'm cheering for you!
thank you everyone for such supportive thoughts!
@Lauren - thank you for taking the time to write such a supportive comment. I had a really rough night last night and seeing this first thing in the morning really helped :)
Glad to help, Shelly. Although I'm not a single parent, I've watched as my husband has helped his daughter (from a previous marriage) through some very, very tough times. He is her rock, and IMHO, his influence and support is one of the biggest reasons that she has developed into such a wonderful young lady. Based on my observance of them and reading your blog for a few years now, I have great faith in you to find the blessings in a challenging situation and make the best of all of it. I am looking forward to reading about all of your good news that is yet to come.
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